Angel

You gave my despair wings and it flew off, leaving me in this happy glow. The hope its departure gave me was ruined by your arrows of anger, which shot the wings your so graciously gave and brought the sorrow crashing down around me. Darkness falls with my shattered dreams and envelops me, whisking everything away. No glimmer of light, no glances of hope, no flurry of movement, no hints of sound. Not even monsters plague this lonely place. I have come to terms with my solitude, don't come crawling back to me. Even I have my pride.

Update

So here is my life right now in a nutshell. I have moved into my grandmothers spider infested  basement to get away from my father.  I am currently contemplating moving in with my boyfriend, as well as disowning my uncle for throwing me out of his house and for overall being more selfish, hypocritical, and rude, than the rest of the family put together (trust me this is a difficult feat in my family). I have had a shit-tastic few weeks from losing a stable job, fighting with family, being sick, money issues, and of course the stress of work and school. That is where I currently stand. Yay!